The tear drop that filled the ocean

The new year.. 2008

asheta — Fri, 04 Jan 2008 04:00:02 +0000

This year has started with things to look forward to and things that have happen to carry with me through out. The latest addition to my family.. my dog aeshan. A 1 yr old jack russle terrier. I simply love him to bits. You’ve no idea how long ive always wanted a pet dog. He jumps and gets all excited when he sees me. Loves his roasted chicken treats. hahaa… Aeshan has made an impact on my life in simplyly lesser than a week. I bother to wake up half an hour before my usual time to sch to bring him for walks. He absolutely loves chasing cats and birds. Sniffs at kids. He has become an instant hit with the kids in the neighbourhood. Runs arnd the playground with them. I jus glad that he has not only made me happy but people arnd me too.

My uncle came down a mth ago with my baby cousins ira and praneel. When ask wat Praneel likes about australia, he says he likes the next aussie president kevin rutt. Suprising! He also stated that Mr rutt’s political goals when he become president is to improve the education system. hahahah.. so much from a 3 year old! He mite jus have a future in politics. ahahha… Its real good to see them. Playing with 10mth ira and 3 year old praneel makes me feel so care free and so loved. Ira can reall dance… actually more like shake her butt. hahaha… Ira’s toothless grin is so heart melting! It jus makes the hardship of the day fly away. They are going to go baq soon to australia. Dunno when im going to get to see them next. Saddening.

I wen for a make over wid my family. The pics are damn cute. hahhaha.. From now onwards it didgitally enhanced pics onli.. Yeah!!! hahahahaa… Let me noe if u want a free makeover. send me a comment.

For 2 weeks i spent my attachment in NUH. The obs and gynae ward. The whole 2 weeks was such an eye opener. I managed to see 3 normal deliveries and one cesarian section. Seeing them mothers go thru so much pain and discomfort, jus to see their babies face and hear their cries jus as they take their first gasp of air. The blood sheds nothing compared to the sweat that crystals their brows. The father’s anxiety. Mother’s anticipation. It was a magical expirience. Then at the nursery arnd 16 babies where born on chirstmas day. There where 23 babies in the nursery. All crying. But their cries didnt seem to irritated me one bit. Instead found solace in it. I felt like i could relate to it. Sounds stupid. But that was what i felt. Smday… jus someday.. i wanna be a mum too. I wanna have that same smile on my face thru the beads of sweat when i see my child.

Then the last part of my new year post. I celebrated new year with my sweetheart. At marina. It was special. Ive never celebrated new year with anyone so special. I love him to bits!!! School is already here and the projects have jus come in… Another 4 more mths to year 3. hiaz…

Ill post pics of aeshan when i get some.. cant wait!

6 months..

asheta — Sun, 25 Nov 2007 12:57:05 +0000

Well we celebrated our 6 months aniversary a day late cause sathish had exams. Well he let me choose where i wanted to go and spend the day. SO i chose the animal resort at upper selatar. It was a freaking ulu place. But i wanted to go there. Instead of our usual date to the movies and eating. So we took the train to yio chu kang and took a taxi there. Out of 3 taxi drivers only one knew where the place was. I was damn jungly.. hahhaa.. It was going to be a very long walk back to the main road. We saw many animals! goats, emu, peacock, peahen, turkey, pelican, rabits, dogs, fishes, geese and cocakoos. I was going crazy in the place! hahaha.. Once we walked arnd we took a damn wild walk out to the main road. We couldnt see where we were going, There was no signage.. nothing! We held each others hand and walked. Ahead we only saw a long winding road with no end to it. Well call emo but to me that long road signified the years ahead we had to conquer. With obstacles and jeers with people wanting to see us apart, but as long as we had each other by our side, nothing is impossible. I love sathish, i always will. I hope the 6 months was a good one and im looking forward to the years ahead. Muacks!

Exams are here. Im going crazy studying! I cant wait till wednesday! ARGH!!!!!!!!

Girl power

asheta — Wed, 21 Nov 2007 08:52:03 +0000

Every woman should have 4 pets in their life. A mink in her closet, a jaguar in her garage, a tiger in bed and a jackass to pays for everything… hahahaha.. Happy 6 months baby! wowzers its six months.. fast eh? hhahaha.. loooking forward to more with u hunny.

asheta — Wed, 21 Nov 2007 08:38:08 +0000

My Personality


Neuroticism	51
Extraversion	76
Openness To Experience	52
Agreeableness	26
Conscientiousness	15

You very rarely feel depressed and are usually in a good frame of mind, however you are sensitive about what others think of you. Your concern about rejection and ridicule cause you to feel shy and uncomfortable around others. You are easily embarrassed and often feel ashamed. Your fears that others will criticize or make fun of you are exaggerated and unrealistic, but your awkwardness and discomfort may make these fears a self-fulfilling prophecy. People generally perceive you as distant and reserved, and you do not usually reach out to others. You prefer dealing with either people or things rather than ideas. You regard intellectual exercises as a waste of your time. You are tenderhearted and compassionate, feeling the pain of others vicariously and are easily moved to pity, however you believe that a certain amount of deception in social relationships is necessary. You are guarded in new relationships and less willing to openly reveal the whole truth about yourself. You have strong will-power and are able to overcome your reluctance to begin tasks. You are able to stay on track despite distractions.

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Australian Made Ugg Boots

asheta — Mon, 29 Oct 2007 01:07:08 +0000

Sathish’s birthday

asheta — Mon, 29 Oct 2007 01:00:53 +0000

Alrite it has been a while.. School has started. It has been 3 weeks. Well on the first week of school, it was alot of getting used to though ive been here for a year and a half! haha Ngee ann… Niwae on the 20th nite we went to club. Keen hong, litang, ty, slope, sathish and i. I went over to his place to give him his present. you should have seen the boy’s face when he opened the box and took out his nike arsenal jursey. haha. At 8 pm we left and got down at raffles place. Took a long walk to marina center. Met the guys and litang at the macdonalds. Soon after we went to dxo. It was rather crowded. But we went upstairs where there werent many people. Got our free drink. I got a lime vodka! WE all chipped in the get a bottle of chivas regal and 2 jars of redbull mix. Good stuff. Though i drank alot. Ive no idea y i wasnt the least bit tipsy! haha.. Well im glad the boy had fun on his birthday. We played drinking games and had lotsa fun. Finally sathish and i went to the dance floor. He was damn good on the dance floor! We happily got it down.. Argh! memorable shit! hahaha.. Litang from upstairs was watching and though we were doing things we shouldnt do.. Well babe.. hahaha… ive got my lip sealed. The club close at 330am and we spent the nite together. i love him. And im happy that he enjoyed his birthday. Living life is what tis is called. living life with someone i love. I really glad to see how my life has turned out. I dont want this to eva change. Well thats all i guess the photos will talk for itself.

Almost the end.

asheta — Fri, 12 Oct 2007 03:54:19 +0000

well its almost the end of the holidays. Another 2 more days. I am actually looking forward to school! I feel that my brain has fallen asleep all these days and that i wana put it to some good use. Studying! Holidays has been pretty much insane. Attachments and then when the ‘real’ holiday started, i went to jb and most of the time i spent with sathish and his family. Its great to know them. Especially his brothers! i love! Just yesterday we had a small adventure. His parents had gone out leaving the brothers, sathish and i at home. I accidentally locked the sathish’s room door and they didnt have a spare key! What more, my bag and handphone was in the room. So the 3 heroic brothers took turns to knock down the door. Someone called the locksmith. The chisled out the doorknob to be invain. Damn! hahaa.. His parents rushed home. And we got a small lecture. haha… But all is cool. hahah.. really funny. But to be in house feels so natural. Watching dvds, talking nonsence, great food(his mom cooks damn well!), and x box. Hahaha.. great family! really love them to bits.. though his dad is kindda scary.. but its cool. He looks stern. hahaha..

Hoildays are almost over. But i got to bond with his family. So it was well spent. Sathish’s birthday is coming. We are going clubbing! yeah!! maybe it mite be mos, momo or the overdirve at esplande. dunno yet. Or maybe somewhere else. I cant wait!

Listening to justin’s summer love brings back memories and definately a smalltummy twist. The feeling of being loved.. Memories of being on the bus 21 at 830+ on 21st may 2007. Its such a fairytale. An on going and eva going fairytale. Its such an irony that the lyrics go ”Who would have thought that u would be the one cause i cant wait to fall in love with u. You cant wait to fall in love with me. This jus cant be summer love ull see. This cant be summer love.”

And thats what it isnt. It isnt summer love. Ull see.

Sex.. pure attraction or love?

asheta — Mon, 08 Oct 2007 12:33:15 +0000

According to a study there are various reasons as to why people have sex! so why DO people have sex?? The top ten reasons..

I was attracted to the
Pure attraction to the other person in general
It feels good.
Experiencing physical pleasure
Expressing love
Having sex because of feeling desired by the other
Having sex to escalate the depth of the relationship
Curiosity or seeking new experiences
Marking a special occasion for celebration
Mere opportunity
Sex just happening due to seemingly uncontrollable circumstances

Y men have sex!

Top 10 Reasons Why Men Have Sex

In the study, men’s top 10 reasons for having sex are quite similar to the women’s list. Here are men’s top 10 reasons for having sex, according to the study:

I was attracted to the person.
It feels good.
I wanted to experience the physical pleasure.
It’s fun.
I wanted to show my affection to the person.
I was sexually aroused and wanted the release.
I was “horny.”
I wanted to express my love for the person.
I wanted to achieve an orgasm.
I wanted to please my partner.

Y women have sex??

Top 10 Reasons Why Women Have Sex

The researchers broke down the leading reasons why men and women have sex. Eight of the top 10 reasons were shared by men and women.

Here are women’s top 10 reasons for having sex:

I was attracted to the person.
I wanted to experience the physical pleasure.
It feels good.
I wanted to show my affection to the person.
I wanted to express my love for the person.
I was sexually aroused and wanted the release.
I was “horny.”
It’s fun.
I realized I was in love.
I was “in the heat of the moment…

Guess that sathish was right its all in the hormones.. Damn does that boy make too much of sense it scares me like crazy.. lol loves!

Romantic novel of the year

asheta — Tue, 02 Oct 2007 02:59:34 +0000

I was reading a book by nicholas sparks called the notebook. Its really interesting, actually emotional. Its about a couple named allie and Noah. They fell passionately in love when they were in their teens. The dated for 4 months. In this 4 months they discoverd what love was all about together. One fine night they lost their virginity. Due to status Allie had to leave Noah and moved to a different town. However they never stopped loving each other. 14 years later Allie returns ,engaged to another man, to see Noah. They rekindle their love. Now Allie has to choose. These are some quotes from the book.

Noah to Allie:

So it’s not gonna be easy. It’s gonna be really hard. We’re gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What’s it look like? If it’s with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that’s what you really wanted. But don’t you take the easy way out.

This was one of my most memorable quotes from the book.

Poets often describe love as an emotion that we can’t control, one that overwhelms logic and common sense. That’s what it was like for me. I didn’t plan on falling in love with you, and I doubt if you planned on falling in love with me. But once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. We fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. For me, love like that has happened only once, and that’s why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. I’ll never forget a single moment of it.

However my favourite quote would be this. I could really relate to this. He has written it in such a way i could nvr explain. This quote is for u sathish. How i feel bout us.

The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected. Maybe they always have been and will be. Maybe we’ve lived a thousand lives before this one and in each of them we’ve found each other. And maybe each time, we’ve been forced apart for the same reasons. That means that this good-bye is both a goodbye for the past ten thousand years and a prelude to what will come.
When I look at you, I see your beauty and grace and know they have grown stronger with every life you have lived. And I know I have spent every life before this one searching for you. Not someone like you, but you, for your soul and mine must always come together. And then, for a reason neither of us understands, we’ve been forced to say good-bye.
I would love to tell you that everything will work out for us, and I promise to do all I can to make sure it does. But if we never meet again and this is truly good-bye, I know we will see each other again in another life. We will find each other again, and maybe the stars will have changed, and we will not only love each other in that time, but for all the times we’ve had before.

Its a wonderful book. For all helpless romantics go read! haha..

Anyway today i Sathish’s dad’s birthday! Woohoo! Happy birthday!

asheta= tml

asheta — Mon, 01 Oct 2007 03:10:11 +0000

Well bout my dog.. ok im keeping this short and sweet. Spca had too many rules and regulations. My parents were being too fussy over the sex, type of fur and breed of the dog. So basically we havent gotten one. But soon. By the end of the year. So if u guys have puppies or know anyone that wants to give theirs away let me know k? Thanks!

Have u ever tried to google or yahoo search your name? Well i did, its suprising! My name asheta means tommorrow in japanese. Asheta Maryam is also a village in Ethiopia. Haha.. Asheta is also a popular name to use for japanese fictional characters in the Xanga site. Basically my name is freaking japanese. All u get is the funny japanese website. And lastly when u search under audio results, i get Iraq Music songs library and there is a song titled Asheta. These is also one in Greek! Wow.. It confusing. But i doubt that my name has much indian or hindu significance to it. wonder how my mom found it! lol Well thats all. Im bored in the early in the morning listening to santana’s new song with chad Kroeger called ‘into the night’. Its good stuff!